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Do You Fear What I Fear
01:40
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we were so down to escape this dumb hell of a town
but we stayed and made the town our home
and tried to help it grow
people move out
people get jobs and escape their self doubt
but it creeps back tenfold
emotionally closed off and not answering my phone
things I thought I fixed a long time ago (LMAO 2020 still working on it)
do you feel how I feel?
do you fear what I fear?
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She's My Melissa
02:24
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do you think we're better off than we were before we met?
what if we never talked?
would you still capture my interest with all your worst aspects and my insecurities
to help us fade away
to make this feel incomplete
I didn't mean it when I said I didn't love you so
but now you're gone so I guess that I'll just let it go
with empty gestures to remind myself of the fact that we were once together
through our worst days I never hated you
tried my best but I still left lost and anxious
so I think we're better off far across state lines
where you aren't on my mind
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put your name across my number
put your heart on my chest
you told me giving up on nothing was your greatest asset
your saving grace was a social grave
north of new haven industrial mavens exposing themselves to the leaves
I am looking at pictures of us together at night on the beach
before the summer cast us out of touch, full of doubt, and just too far out of reach
I only wish that we could have held it together and then I'd know what to believe
but now you're out at sea~!!
we set out for new york but settled for newports over nat shermans
gone away chasing lights and better seats on flights
living out your dreams
giving up on me
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4. |
Wait It Out
02:31
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I'm sick with second chances from all these past romances
but all I do is talk on awkward night drives and walks
about the past and if we'd last this time
so I wait it out, I'll see you around cuz I know that you won't see me now
so we drag it out, a life full of questions with answers we don't understand
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5. |
Two Hearts
01:52
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these two hears lie awake in the dark
and they know that the end is coming soon
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6. |
What Do U Wanna Do Today
01:57
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what do you wanna do today?
I never wanna do anything anymore
I just sit around the house and waste away while gaining weight
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7. |
Starbucks
02:47
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I've been dead broke but surviving on old starbucks gift cards (that I got from my aunt!) for the third week in a row it's freezing cold (and I'm restless again) the sharp pains of toes slipping on freezing water (I fell down) shark week and woes of summer around the corner (it's March!)
And still I'm not whole
But I'm not that worried
Cuz the lightning across the plains
Doesn't affect Massachusetts rains (it fuckin does tho!)
Even if my car won't start
Forever you'll be in my heart
Going out to find a home from however long ago
A home where I grew up and I missed my fathers birthday
And he's hurting in the worst way
I miss you, dad. Sorry.
And still I'm not whole
But I'm not that worried
Cuz the lightning across the plains
Doesn't affect Massachusetts rains (it fuckin does tho!)
Even if my car won't start
Forever you'll be in my heart
I've been dead broke but just trying to get by
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8. |
Another Week In Bed
02:22
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some days I can't get out of bed til dark then you'll see me at the bar
but I won't cross the room, no I won't talk to you
what's another round of drinks?
what's another night alone talking to an empty home?
what's another week in bed talking to voices inside my head?
what's another week in bed?
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9. |
I'm With You Always
03:13
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I'm with u always
I see u cry alone in the car on a three hour drive
I'm why u can't sleep at night
I'm with u always
I'm the reason why you can't get out of bed and in class you don't try
I seep in thru the windows of this old house
I chip away your dreams, I'm breaking you down inside
I'm with u always
I see you cry
I'm there when you feel good
I'm just standing by
So sleep tight
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I Love Walking
02:30
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I remember sitting getting drunk on your porch when you said you were in love and that moment proved to be enough and now I will spend my days with u
I wanna go for a walk with you thru your hometown
you can show me all the schools and ways your life came out
take me to waterfalls behind the oldest of the mills
I wanna know you better than most people ever will
You've got a lot on your mind, but I've got plenty of time
I wanna go for a walk with you thru your hometown
you can show me all the schools and ways your life came out
take me to waterfalls behind the oldest of the mills
I wanna know you better than most people ever will
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I'll take to the woods with you if that is what you want to do
Just tell me where you want to stop and we'll explore the forest
I saw the stars before the sun, the early morning tends to run
we blend together and depart and we become the stars
I'm seeing things so clearly when you're near me
Hold on to those who put love first <3 <3
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12. |
Until The Silence
03:02
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we stay out late tonight finding diamonds in the glow of our headlights
til the dawn when we make our new way home
til the dawn when we make our joyous sound for the morn
until there's silence
yeah, we know that this can't last forever but for now it feels like home
find me when we've run out of things to say
when together we're alone
when there's silence
yeah, we know that this can't last forever but for now it feels like home
let's just try to enjoy this time while it lasts
when together we're alone
when there's silence
well there's silence!
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13. |
Grow
03:38
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I am trying to grow, I'm just not sure in which direction tho, so I present myself as whole even tho I'm feeling lost and so alone
All the pain I've ever brought floods my vacant brain with thoughts
you don't wanna think about me anymore
I exist in your past and you're never coming back
and it's no ones fault but my own
Looking in the mirror, tryna measure my progress
I'm trying to have faith in this process
How do I become a better person?
Someone you'd consider a friend, but that's not urgent!
When I realized what I'd done I hated who I had become
I felt like my worst possible version
So I am trying to grow
I'm holding myself more accountable
So I can present myself as whole
Because I want to be a person that you'd want to know
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Fenn Macon Worcester, Massachusetts
check out the bands I am in:
The Baja Blasters
Superjerk
Really Great
Opposable
MCtheProfessor.GOV
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